That was how I felt today. Had a hard time focusing on things for work. I ended up being able to get some things done but the biggest hurdle was that a coding thing that I was working on just. Would. Not. Work. I hate when that happens. JUST DO THE THING I WANT YOU TO, DAMMIT.

But I stayed on track today. The only time I sort of gave in was at dinner – we ordered Thai food and I got some spicy wings and spring rolls. I ate all the wings and some of the spring rolls and gave the rest to D. So technically I didn’t binge, but I didn’t eat great. I did eat my breakfast and lunch and the snack I had this afternoon were some baby carrots and ranch.

My biggest issue is training myself to eat slow and allowing my stomach to digest food. It’s difficult. Re-training myself to not wolf down my food like I only have 30 minutes for lunch is no easy. Thanks, 20+ years of working retail jobs.

I did focus enough to do some more research on blog themes and finally found the select few I like. This one is nice and simple, which is what I was looking for. I’d like to delve into the CSS and make some tweaks, but I’m hesitant to do so considering that it’s been years since I’ve fiddled with that sort of stuff. Doing that as a capital-J Job kind of took all the fun out of it for me. And I don’t want to invest TOO much time in this because this blog is not going to be for anything other than me writing. I’m not looking to make this a side hustle or any mess like that. I just want somewhere online that I can write to, and I have my other site for photos, and that’s it. No more fashun blogging or anything like that. Just me yelling into the void, much like it was back in 2002 or so.

Sweet baby jebus, I’m old.